黑仔...

上次換完電話後,一直都覺得粉紅色其實還不錯,我還沒有那麼"忌紅",誰知道...

*換完電話第二天就開始大感冒(不知道原因)... 還出現了很久很久都沒有出現過的失聲!!!!!!!
*生病了沒去上課,結果課上小測...
*上課後在回家的途中,書包的拉鍊突然爆開... 幸好東西沒丟... 不過書包要買新的...
*生平第一次抽扭蛋抽到兩個一模一樣的... 是snoopy手機袋...
*第一次給媽媽買了聖誕禮物,竟然回家後才發現那東西裡面有薰衣草(媽媽會過敏)...

還有一些一些小事情,現在忘了... 不過可能是我心理作用吧...

今天去找手機袋的時候,順便想對我的ipod nano好一點,於是買了這樣一個可愛的東西... 本來想買小白兔,可是我的ipod太舊了,是第一代的,所以用不到小白兔的第二代保護套... 不過這個貓貓的也不錯... 還是這一期愛的黃色!!

50 Girly secrets every guy should know...

今天中午跟婆仔吃中飯,到了白馬巷某‘中日合資’（就是一個日本男士跟他的澳門太太所開的）日本燒餅店（我很喜歡的okonomiyaki喔！！）那燒餅真的很不錯，只不過那個‘甜蜜蜜咖哩飯’真的很無heart！早知道就不那麼貪心，只要燒餅不要套餐好了！吃完之後去了宏達看書。看到一本由一個叫“帶銀公主”的香港女生所寫的書，叫50個女生想男生知道的心事

本來一位由是那種日本／台灣的小繪本，打開後才發現是香港人寫（畫）的。裡面除了有很可愛的插畫外，還有很多很有意思的文字。很想買很想買，但是一想到家裡還有五十公斤的雜物還沒開封，就立刻打消了那個念頭。還是等我收拾好書櫃才買吧！不過裡面的畫和文字都很可愛，哈哈，而且我也很羨慕那個作者有一個這麼疼愛他的老公。看著她的website，真的覺得她像公主一般幸福。很羨慕哦，為甚麼別人的愛情看起來就那麼美滿幸福呢？我也很努力我的拍拖事業阿，可是好像我還是差了點甚麼．．．只是想知道帥帥的心到底是怎麼想的．．．到底有沒有一本叫"50 Boy-ly secrets every girl should know"呢？

朋友子東去加拿大已經好幾天了，我都沒有她的消息，大概是看到男朋友太興奮忘了我們吧？！希望她這是幾天過得很開心，很值得．．．沒有甚麼比看到我身邊的人都快快樂樂更讓我欣慰了。

on another note，那個princess diane跟我一樣是超級harry potter fans喔！我跟她都有一些相同的疑問：
1.在King's Cross那個chapter，dumbledore和harry旁邊有一個在哭的嬰兒，那是甚麼意思啊？那個是voldemort的horcrux嗎？
2.sirius在第五集掉進了那個veil的後面，那個時候只是說不知道sirius會到了甚麼地方或被怎樣了，但是第七集的後部說到了resurrection stone喚回了james等死了的人的靈魂，當中有sirius。那是說sirius死了嗎？那為甚麼第五集的時候就不說他死了？
3.Aunt Petunia一家最後怎樣了？好不容易解釋了dudley最後對harry改觀了，最後說送走他們一後又不交代？！
4.最後harry和voldemort的大戰,voldemort用avada kedavra殺死harry，harry用的是expelliarmus.雖說harry是elder wand的真正主人,可是不代表那elder wand會backfire吧？畢竟avada kedavra不是harry說的，所以那個咒語是應該不算數吧？

哦，還有很多問題，現在想不起來，到底是我看得太快，還是我領悟力太差呢？

zub...

saw this note at lush the other night... says "zub" is closing down... only been to that place once and that was really a long time ago but i still remember a lot from that one time... the picture is unusually clear to me... feels a little sad about this little place (so weird cuz i dont even remember this place before i saw this)...

air-con turned fridge...

at around nine something tonight, i came back from lawrence's room to find a loud roaring noise inside my own room... i opened the door and i heard the noise coming from the air-con... so i opened the air-lid and this is what i found... my air-con turned into a fridge... there's ice all over the dust filter and the when i pulled one filter out of its slot, everything underneath is covered with ice too... seems like my air-con likes to be a fridge freezer more than an air-con tonight...


above is a close-up of the ice... and below is me with the frosted dust filter...


and now even though the ice melted and i replaced everything, the air-con wont work... i need to sleep without it... and then i can't straighten my legs on my bed because water is dripping from it at one end of my bed... i put buckets and towels there so the water won't go anywhere else... hm... hellish ordeal...

and thanks to lawrence for not panicking and helping deal with the whole thing... my bed will be swamped if not for u.... thanks...

long day...

5/17/2007

quite a long day... woke up at 8 sth, took a shower and then went off to class... rushed home to make changes to the format... lunch with lawrence while watching "friends"... and managed to finish the assignment before it was too late... then went to dinner with juan juan at the dining hall... took our little round-campus walk afterwards and decided to go try the "ma la tang" at the "little white house"...

then went home and hung out with the guys... watched the aaron kwok and leehom wang movie... made a "feces cake" (jell-o no bake chocolate mousse cake) and watched an ancient chinese "horrow/kung-fu" movie with those qing dynasty zombies... played cards and won... played chinese checkers and won too...

before long we all got hungry and so decided to go out for a late night snack at lush... it was already 2 am but its better to be sleepy than starving... ate yummy pancakes and drank the first bottle of bacardi breezer in a long while... then off to snooker and left at around 5am... after the shower, america's next top model finished downloading and so watched it before i slept... when i was on my bed, it was already 6am... so i've been awake for 22 hours and so i can definitely call it a long day...

pictures:

the aforementioned "feces cake"

dawn at wudaokou station

looking out of the snooker place window

sunrise looked so nice but i guess its not healthy that i stayed up so late... colors of the sky looked brilliant doesnt compensate for the lack of sleep... hm... therefore should go to sleep now...

mixed feelings...

last friday, i went to have a haircut with angie at the place in zhongguancun... got a different person to cut my hair this time and then it didnt go as well as i wanted it to be... it is too short and the layers aren't right... washing my hair back home, i feel like i don't have any hair to wash at all, which is a very insecure feeling and i really hate it... :( short hair never gave me any luck and this haircut really proved it...

pretty uneventful weekend, spent the time mostly writing the "environmental philosophy" essay and procrastinating heavily along the way... and then monday comes mike's performance at the top ten campus singers competition... was supposed to go support him and scream at the top of my lungs... but then unfortunately i got this flu from my roomie #1 (who has tried her best to spread the virus to me for 2 weeks already)... with the sore throat comes this raspy and weak voice, but nevertheless, mike 's a genius on stage and me and doris screamed the loudest we could... we were screaming so loud and cheering so much that the people sitting around us left early or switched seats or looked at us with a "u're-crazy-bitches" stare...

and congratulations to him cuz he got this individual prize and landed at 4th place... haha, it was a very long competition / concert but the atmosphere is really good... and from upstairs looking down, i can literally see a sea of clapping and cheering bright orange "inflated-clubs" (sponsored by lawrence's company, haha) and it is really a spectacular sight... took a few blurry pictures cuz i was sitting on those mountain-top seats farthest from stage...

this is taken when mike is singing... and due to the bad lighting, he looked like a human torch on stage...


the ending when the winners are called up on stage...

haha, i am finally on the stage of the top ten campus singers... (even though that doesn't make me one of them, at least i was on stage for a while, haha...)

and today my throat hurts so bad i could hardly speak... and this headache... it is killing me... i should better go to sleep...

ps. tomorrow's shuai shuai's special day, haha...

"好"星期五...

今天去了法學樓,出席了上個學期法學院診所課的結業儀式... 席間老師和同學紛紛發言,還有課程的資助人(一位香港律師)發表他的意見(基本上就是重複又重複他在georgetown university唸的law school)... 我只好跟同學一起雲游發白日夢,並在適當的時候插上幾句... 老師通知我們說,優秀的學員會有獎學金,但是要跟資助人面談... 早知道沒有我的份,所以我只好坐在那兒跟同學聊天打發時間... 當然,我也有在別人不為意的時候,拿出手機check我的gmail還有facebook... 哈哈,知道是很貴可是在無聊的時候這真的是救星!! 最後老師給我們頒發了"結業證書"... 如圖所示,真的覺得有點老土... 不過也是我有努力上課的一個證明:

然後,不得不提的是,今天是good friday,也就是耶穌受難日... 作為天主教徒,我今天真的是做了刻苦,吃的很少,也吃的便宜和清淡... 今天午餐是到了campus康博斯食堂,晚餐是出前一丁公仔面... 所以還算是很乖... 希望耶穌保佑我(也保佑大家)... 在結業儀式開始樂不久,我就開始餓了... 肚子發出奇怪的聲音,惹來身邊同學的好奇目光... 於是我告訴他們今天是耶穌受難日... 竟然有同學說:"可是今天不是13號耶"... 真的不明白黑色星期五和耶穌受難日有甚麼關係...

不過,今天刻苦前的昨天,我還是很放縱的吃了海參... thanks to katie,我才可以第一次吃到microwave sea cucumber... 只需要8分鐘,就能吃到冬菇濃汁海參... 很不可思議的產品...

哈哈... 現在還有兩天就是復活節,還有兩天我就可以開我的easter bunny chocolate... 很期待....

11

11 days come and gone... never knew that 11 days could go by so fast... it has been a wonderful time... and now back to normal... but it doesnt feel normal... i have just started to get used to not staying alone but now i am back to myself again... a bigger room, a free-r schedule... feels weird instead of normal...

but that being said, the past few days had been a very happy time :) everything just felt so surreal... to shuai shuai dai loe, thanks for visiting me... i never thought that this could happen... im so grateful...

too much good food in the past few days... (hashiba@tianjin isetan, lan club, liqun roast duck, korean barbecue@wudaokou, yixin, dim sum@dong hai, hotpot@kou fu ju, etc. so much i couldnt remember everywhere we went...) now i am always hungry, my stomach probably became bigger with my appetite... hope i won't start to starve myself again since i am going back to instant noodles and delivery and cafeteria food...

but anyways, life goes on... make life to the full... so i should start working hard and go hitting the gym again... yes, that's what i should do...

我要發洩!!

有人今日成日都無理過我囉... 超不爽... 我知道我無理取鬧,因為有人呢幾日會好忙,好多野做... 但係我都只係想要一分鐘,或者一個短信之嘛... 擔心吓都得呱... 好唔明阿... 不過我真係要學識克制同體諒... 點樣先可以唔會晤開心呢?

"生日快樂"後感...

上個月回澳門的時候,來不及和子東一起去看"生日快樂"... 今天終於在房間裡,自己一個人在看dvd,把電影看完了... 知道了故事(買了劉若英的那本書),知道了結局,就是想看書裡面一個這麼簡單的故事,怎麼能變成一部一個半小時的電影... 結果發現電影比文字更能感動我... 看到古天樂躺在病床上,真的心碎了...

沒有想像中那種哭得死去活來的感覺... 反而留下淡淡的憂愁,還有一些些的感同身受... 電影中很多情節都彷彿是我現實中的寫照... 電影人物的那種過度缺乏安全感,對一般人而言可能是很多餘,很白痴,可是我彷彿都明白... 甚麼"比好朋友要好的朋友",也在我的身上發生過(應該說是正在發生)... 因為太害怕失去,所以寧願不曾擁有... 自己默默的承受著痛苦... 以為自己真的會相信自己編造出來的謊言,然後會比較開心的活下去...

看完電影後的第一個感覺,是"我真的好想吃巧克力!!!" 哈哈,因為電影結局很悲慘,所以覺得很想吃一點甜甜的東西來調整一下情緒... 另外就是覺得,古天樂太帥了,不能相信他在電影裡一直愛的會是劉若英(一個這樣普通不起眼,然後一點點老的女人)... 如果我也有一個古天樂就好了...

喉嚨好痛哦!!

剛剛出去吃了西門羊肉串... 很久很久沒有去過了(因為上一個學期每次吃完都會拉肚子)... 今晚去的時候,可能阿姨生意不多,也對我們特別親切,所以很重手的放了很多調味料aka味精... 所以很咸很咸... 喉嚨立刻就痛了... 回來喝多少水也無補於事... 還要從頭洗到腳,才能脫離那一股"羊"味...

無聊到百度看看有甚麼新歌(因為頭髮還沒乾),竟然看到eason的新國語歌"愛情轉移"... 其實就是"富士山下"的國語版... 所以也順便把這個blog的歌換成這一首... 歌詞不錯哦... post一下:

愛情轉移

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back to school...

haha, back to school for a week la... finished all the registration stuff and life is back to normal again... classes - lunch - more classes - dinner - sleep... i don't have any class on friday so every week has a long weekend, haha...

life is really so mo liu here, no entertainment at all... ever since the washing machine arrived, me and my roomies have started to wash our clothes non-stop and it takes up a lot of our time... doing laundry has suddenly become a kind of hobby... haha, and then tonight is so uneventful we played monopoly until midnight... i am the loser even though i get to buy "victoria peak" and "repulse bay" :( so depressing...

and i got a new roomie... she moved in a few days ago with a new fridge and a lot of cooking utensils... and then she started moving the bed and everything in the bedroom, which makes her room a lot bigger than it used to be... so to join in the fun, i moved some of my stuff too and did the cleaning and so my room is quite clean and tidy now... actually my room in building 6 has never been cleaner, haha... and since the room became bigger, we went to ikea and bought new furniture to take up all the new space... the three of us successfully set up the new bookcase and the new lamps... haha, hammers and screw drivers everywhere... and i got a bedside lamp so i can do a little bedtime reading... so it is a nice room for now (even though i already messed up the desk again)...

ok, my hair's finally dry and i can go to bed... 10am class tomorrow, haha... hope i can wake up...

2 more days...

2 more days and then back to beijing again... i have come back for almost a month but it feels like i am only back for 2 weeks... i am not very depressed but i do feel a little at loss because i didnt get to use my time to the full... not enough good food to get me fat, haha... the past few days, the family agenda have kept me up until late at night and used up almost all of my time... i am so tired with such a packed time-table... last night i slept for less than 6 hours again and i feel like i almost slept in the casino blackjack machine area... with most of my relatives starting work tomorrow, i hope i can get a little rest in the last few days... no more casinos at least... haha...

aiya... suddenly i dont want to go back to beijing... i am still in need of vacation free time... i don't want to do housework at all... dim suen ah...

上海

這兩天都在香港,逛街吃東西買衣服買書... 今天黃昏,坐著的士從銅鑼灣到上環港澳碼頭準備回家的時候,看到中環某大廈上面的一幅大型廣告,讓我的心有一種七上八下的感覺... 那是上海灘(時裝店?)的新廣告,有別於以前該店一向保留的"文革漫畫"圖案的廣告風格,這個廣告是一個穿著新式"唐裝"的模特兒,站在上海外灘某棟建築物的天台上拍的硬照... 朦朦朧朧的背景是東方明珠塔等上海新式建築...

還記得我去上海的時候,天總是陰的,還下雨... 基本上看不清楚黃浦江對岸到是怎樣的風景... 所以我印象中的上海是灰灰濛濛的... 如果我沒有看錯,那廣告上的上海天空,也是灰濛濛的,背景的景物也拍的不清楚... (現在想起來,好像那是一張黑白照...) 那個感覺就跟我印象中的一樣... 可能就是這個緣故,我就對這幅廣告特別有感覺...

其實這個廣告,跟其他名牌服飾的廣告沒有多大的區別,也不是拍的特別漂亮... 跟中環的廣告叢中一點都不突出... 但我看到那幅廣告後,心裡面就出現一種很奇怪的感覺... 不是開心,也不是傷心... 很淡的哀愁,就像以前語文課文章裡面所描述的"戚戚然"... 心頭上浮現了很多在上海時的回憶... 真的想不到,一幅照片,竟然勝過千言萬語... 第一次有這樣的感覺,真的是好奇妙哦...


回家也有兩個星期了,這幾天一直都很不耐煩... 爸爸媽媽一直在身旁,嚷來嚷去,沒有甚麼自由可言的,心情不是特別好... (媽媽像是保護要人組,我到哪裡,她就跟到哪裡... 每次電話響起,她總要知道是誰打來的,光明正大的偷聽,有時候還要插幾句... 上網時,也要左問右問我跟誰聊天... 每次聊得比較順利,她就會佔用我的房間,我的書桌,我的電插口說要熨衣服... 不讓她管她就會說我在妨礙她... 不是熨衣服,就是說她要我陪她出去吃東西... 出去的時候,也要我到哪裡都要報位置...) 沒有自主權,好鬱悶哦... 走一步路都有人看,真的很不習慣...

沒有自由的我,特別想念在上海的時候... 一個人旅遊的感覺,很自由,很快活... 比北京多一份現代感,比香港少一份擁擠... 今天看到那幅廣告,就更加想念那段無拘無束的日子,那個心情特別好的我... 哦,到底甚麼時候才會回來呢... 甚麼時候,才能在去上海,在一個人旅行呢...

豬年要開開心心!!!

haha, a few days more and then it will be the year of the pig la... 12 years since we pigs are in the spotlight!!! hehe, i am super superstitious... i already got a "tiger" phone strap to lighten the "faan tai sui" effect... it is said that we pigs will get extra emotional and moody this year, and the "tiger" accessory will help soothe our emotional ups and downs... haha, i am a very emotional person already, so i really hope it doesn't get worse...

talking about being superstitious... i flipped through some magazines and they have these "fortune-telling" articles as usual... it is said that pigs will have a rough love life this year (3 out of 3 fortune-tellers said the same thing!!!) hope it is not true... and as for work and school, it will be affected by negative emotions but there will be "expensive people" to help solve the problems... i really hope school is going to get smoother this year... i will work harder than ever, and i hope it will work... i am tired of law... very tired of the so-called justice and morals... but i still need to strive on and work hard...

and as for love... haha, will be too busy with school and maybe work so i don't think i will have time for it... the year of the dog has already loaded me with a lot of memories... and i already have an eventful past... i think this year is gonna be a much more quiet year for me... haha, don't want to get too emotional ma... i still wish that i can be happy with my special someone ("sweet apple", haha)... i want to be loved la... i worked so hard but there's still so much for me to learn... haha, so maybe not this year??

whatever year it is, i really thank the Lord God for all the blessings and protection He has given me, and for all that is to come... i am grateful for everything that happened to me, which strengthened me and help me discover so much about myself... i know that i am so immature and so selfish... i don't know how to think in the place of other people... i hope this year i can do better... i hope the Lord will help me walk a straighter and smoother path of life in all the years to come...

1st week home...

back in macau for a week... the place has become so different since september... new casinos and hotels, new restaurants, new shops... more (expensive) cars, more chinese tourists, more foreigners (tourists and employees of big companies stationed here)... the streets are crowded and the shops are packed... the place is looking more and more like a "metropolis"... im actually finding it a more enjoyable place to live or relax...

been walking through some new shops and there are a lot of things i want to buy... there is this new quiksilver store right in front of grandma's and they have really nice sweaters and zip-up jackets this season... saw a couple of very cute tees but they're for men... giordano is having new year sale and i bought a "lover" jacket which i can wear on dates with my dear chidong... i saw my wallet in tough and its the same price as in beijing!! and i still want that ipod case i saw in prada in september...

well, aside from shopping, life so far has been very relaxing... actually waking up and sleeping at normal times... staying home in the afternoons... taking time to "talk" to my mom... eating dinner and tea with my grandma... it has been good except that my friends all have jobs so i can only see them when they are really tired after work... and some are so busy i dont even get to see them after so long... well, hope i can have enough time here to meet all of my busy friends...

tomorrow will be family day again... first, i can finally go "yum cha"!!!!!! "cha siu bao, pai guet, siu mai, cheung fun... here i come!!" and then for tea, my dad said we will go get "chris patten's favorite egg tart"... and then dinner at the african restaurant in fisherman's wharf... i hope they don't serve insects or i will really faint on the spot...

talking about eating, i have already expected to gain some weight during this vacation... and i think i already did gain a bit fat on my face... i devoured a whole mcdonald's value meal for tea today, finished the sausage egg muffin in a record 1 minute and then ate the whole cup of potato wedges... im so in love with those potato wedges i think im getting those again tomorrow after i finish with the egg tarts... haha, i cant imagine how many kgs of fat and how many pimples i will get in these 20-some days...

and a list of the restaurants (food) i want to go:
1. lord stowe's bakery -- natas (portuguese egg tarts)
2. mcdonald's -- curry pork-chop burger and A LOT OF potato wedges
3. jade garden-- sweet and sour fish
4. "chu kei" -- wonton "yee min"
5. wynn chinese restaurant -- dim sum
6. westin resort -- tea buffet
7. sands grill -- steak and salmon fillet
8. "fei jai kei" -- "ngau jap meen"
9. haagen dazs -- ice-cream fondue
10. hotel lisboa japanese restaurant -- teppenyaki
11. 4-5-6 shanghainese restaurant -- eel and river shrimp
12. "nan hu ming yue" at macau tower -- thousand layer fatty pork
13. antica trattoria or pizzeria toscana -- lasagna
14. la comedie chez vous -- mushroom cheese crepe
15. hotel lisboa bakery -- black forest mousse cake and "egg drops"
16. 7-eleven -- fake shark's fin soup

haha... im gonna get really fat!!!

edit: harry potter 7 will be released july 21... i have 6 months to re-read book 6...

太委屈... :'(

今天諸事不順... 首先,回到了巴黎時間... 睡不著,有點納悶... 打算給某人燒dvd,讓他可以看英文字幕的黃金甲... 結果試了好幾次都不成功,每次燒到一半那個燒碟機就把碟嘔出來... 我才發現我的燒碟機壞了... 還浪費了我好幾張碟... 很生氣...

起床後,把自己拉出房間,打算出去走走順便交上網費,結果校園卡的錢被扣掉了整整100元 ,電腦卻顯示沒有交費... 於是又要再走一次去理教. 那個人說要先在1158室開證明,然後再到1353室調度室跟那個負責人解釋,我的那100元才可以加進去... ok,於是我決定為了那'大拿拿'100元上山下海... 結果是,放假了,那兩個室都沒人... 我的100元拿不回來,還要假期回來不能上網... 於是只好又加100元進我的帳戶... 那我今天無原無故的少了100元... 回來之後還不知道能不能拿回我那已經交過的錢...

算啦,反正北大的電腦系統一向都好不到哪裡... 只好認命了... 回房間時打算找個司機送我去機場,結果找不到... 回到房間,放了衣服近洗衣機,結果洗完了忘了去拿... 記得的時候,衣服已經被人放在烘乾機上... 真的不知道要再洗一次還是怎樣...

然後就跟娟娟去吃飯,但是身上沒有零錢,要他幫我付... 連咖啡也是他請我的... 慚愧... 回家的路上還要看到某人打訊息罵我,叫我回家,讓他發脾氣... 真的是氣死了... 很久都沒有這麼大的委屈感了... 氣得大步大步的走回家... 娟娟對不起... (之後吵到甚麼樣,真的不想提... 從來沒有在吵架時,佔過下風的我,今天真的有點失利... 看來是技術生鏽了...)

阿阿阿阿阿阿... 今天怎麼這樣... 唉,我還是早點睡,希望明天不會那麼黑了...

too many absurd ideas...

exams are finally over... and i am still in beijing, basically doing nothing but spending a whole lot of money and getting more and more useless stuff... and with all the time around, i have come up with more and more absurd ideas on how to spend this time here before i go back home... ideas are as follows:

1. grow some tulips. tulips are my favorite flowers, and i think this is the only one thing that i have not stopped liking or grew tired of. i remember tulips are pretty cheap here in beijing, but they tend to die shortly after blooming. i want to see if i can plant a tulip on my own, a different breed which lasts longer, and in more appealing color. so i researched online just now (yes i am too bored!) and i think it would be perfect if i can grow some single late tulips in pink or some spring green viridiflora tulips. maybe i will research more tomorrow morning and then i can go to the flower market and try to make it work.

2. go to the school gym and take a hip-hop dancing or belly dance class. i was doing some "exercise/moves" today when i saw the person in the mirror (that's me) is basically making ugly wiggles with arms and legs that doesnt even look remotely coordinated. so maybe i should take dance classes to save my pathetic body parts. but why choose hip-hop or belly dance i really don't know.

3. take up "feng shui" or "i-ching" or astrology or tarot or any other superstitious field of study. i have always believed in fortune-telling, and so i might just stop listening to what other "fortune-tellers" tell me and see for myself. my mom taught me a lot already, but i need to learn more. and when i gained enough knowledge/wisdom, i can use my expertise to "help" some of the rich people i know from here in beida and then make them pay me a lot of money. then i can be a self-made millionaire just like "mr. so man fung". that man is a genius!!

4. try out everything on the "rabbit" korean take-out menu. been ordering the same things again and again and refused to try new stuff. time to see if i can survive on just lettuce and kimchi-related stuff.

aahhh, i'm finally sleepy. yay!! after so many hours of being wide awake, i can stop typing random sh*t and go sleep!! *yawns*

01/01/2007

wow, so its already 2007... happy new year!!! it is new year as well as my roomie's birthday, so yay!! it's a new start... i hope things get better (and better) this year :)

looking back at 2006, there are a lot of things i haven't done, or haven't done my best... so i hope i can make amends and do better and give my best in the coming year... well, i say this every year so i don't bother making new year's resolutions again since i don't really take them seriously... i just hope i have a better attitude so things will turn out better...

many things have happened the past few days and i didnt update, due to the slow connection brought about by the taiwan earthquake -- see how fragile our so-called high-tech communications network is actually -- and also the too-much time spent doing nothing but playing windows spider solitaire...

first, there is snow!! snow on the last 2 days of 2006... pictures later cuz the connection still sux... and then i took up the habit of going to church again... and my thesis got approved by my teacher (i only have to make minor amendments)... and my roomie's birthday dinner at friday's... whoo... what a day...



and then exams are coming up... and these are the days i hate... haha...

ps. and i changed the background song from elva hsiao to "kiss me" by sixpence none the richer

music on my blog...

haha, after half an hour of stupid ventures, i finally got a song on my site... yay!! at first it was easy to embed a song clip on the site, but there is no way to stop it from playing and it keeps looping... i wanted that kind of "mini-player tag", so i can pause it and play it etc. and i finally got it working... haha, it is elva's "ran hou"... lyrics are good ne...

and merry christmas + happy boxing day!!!