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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

mixed feelings...

last friday, i went to have a haircut with angie at the place in zhongguancun... got a different person to cut my hair this time and then it didnt go as well as i wanted it to be... it is too short and the layers aren't right... washing my hair back home, i feel like i don't have any hair to wash at all, which is a very insecure feeling and i really hate it... :( short hair never gave me any luck and this haircut really proved it...

pretty uneventful weekend, spent the time mostly writing the "environmental philosophy" essay and procrastinating heavily along the way... and then monday comes mike's performance at the top ten campus singers competition... was supposed to go support him and scream at the top of my lungs... but then unfortunately i got this flu from my roomie #1 (who has tried her best to spread the virus to me for 2 weeks already)... with the sore throat comes this raspy and weak voice, but nevertheless, mike 's a genius on stage and me and doris screamed the loudest we could... we were screaming so loud and cheering so much that the people sitting around us left early or switched seats or looked at us with a "u're-crazy-bitches" stare...

and congratulations to him cuz he got this individual prize and landed at 4th place... haha, it was a very long competition / concert but the atmosphere is really good... and from upstairs looking down, i can literally see a sea of clapping and cheering bright orange "inflated-clubs" (sponsored by lawrence's company, haha) and it is really a spectacular sight... took a few blurry pictures cuz i was sitting on those mountain-top seats farthest from stage...

this is taken when mike is singing... and due to the bad lighting, he looked like a human torch on stage...


the ending when the winners are called up on stage...

haha, i am finally on the stage of the top ten campus singers... (even though that doesn't make me one of them, at least i was on stage for a while, haha...)

and today my throat hurts so bad i could hardly speak... and this headache... it is killing me... i should better go to sleep...

ps. tomorrow's shuai shuai's special day, haha...

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

wth...

about a month ago, i found that i couldnt open my own blogger page after i edited or updated my posts... i always thought it was because "connection timed out" due to the slow network here in PKU... but unfortunately that's not the case...

yesterday lawrence told me that he couldnt open xanga pages or blogger pages because the china education authorities decided to block all blog pages cuz they serve as a platform for students to discuss or express their political views or opinions on the current society... i really DONT understand it...

they let us access the posting pages, meaning we can register accounts and post updates and say whatever we want, but we cant check back on what we wrote or what others commented on our blogs?! i think that's really lame cuz there are subscription email services provided by those blogging sites so we can read what others wrote anyways... and why would u block people's blogs only and not block them from updating instead? the internet is so vast and full of re-posting im sure people will get to see those aforementioned "non-healthy and extreme" political views on other sites and bbs and forums and message boards and news groups if they're eager to look for it... not to get political here, but if the government and authorities are trying to suppress opposition ideas and free speech, why don't government officials try to do their jobs better so people would stop criticizing them instead?! and why would they only block blogger (which is a branch of google which is actually the"do-no-evil" company that already compromised so much of its content to enter the chinese market) and xanga (which is not very popular among mainlanders)? why not block msn space and sina blog or sohu blog which are the sites the majority of chinese people read or blog at (which means a bigger impact on the society and more susceptible to become a media tool to spread some "unhealthy" ideas and morals and "extreme" political views)?! or are they just trying to help microsoft beat google in the current blogging market by supporting msn space?

i seriously doubt the education network service (the CCERNET if im not mistaken)'s policies on this matter will work... they already blocked wikipedia, and now they block blogs... what is next? all bbs and message boards? and seriously, an ordinary non-genius computer user like me had already found a way to solve these problems and read the mentioned restricted sites... why bother blocking? there are so many smarter ordinary people and computer major students out there, im sure restrictions on website access really doesn't mean anything to them (aside from a little trouble to route around this network)... try stopping those very very annoying "anti-government" phone calls (which play recorded messages rambling over and over how many people have stood up to the communist party or being massacred in camps by the officials) or sms messages instead? blogs dont annoy cuz they dont go looking for u... phone calls and sms do!!

actually im not very frustrated because i cant open my friends blogs because i receive subscription emails and i can read their posts... i am just very frustrated because i cant leave a comment and i cant check back on what i myself wrote if i don't do my little trick... it just makes blogging a little more complicated than it should be...

anyways, i shouldnt bullshit anymore about it... i'll just resolve to reading my own posts on facebook (oh please don't block facebook or i will go mad), and maybe try to look for other blog services which doesnt require that much of work to read and update... i have a myspace account but don't make me use that...

on another note: as far as i know, people blog about computer products, music, cooking, gardening skills, restaurant reviews, their own pictures (with or without clothes on), travels, their hobbies, or maybe a little about what they study and research in if they are professionals or college professors... how often do people blog about how anti-government they are or how much they reap off from their criminal ventures? hm...

EDIT: AFTER 2 OR 3 WEEKS OF FAILING TO OPEN MY OWN BLOG PAGE OR OTHER BLOG PAGES, I CAN OPEN MY OWN PAGE AFTER THIS BULLSHIT... IS THE NETWORK PLAYING ON ME? OR THEY FINALLY DISCOVER BLOCKING MY PAGE DOESNT WORK AT ALL?

Friday, April 6, 2007

"好"星期五...

今天去了法學樓,出席了上個學期法學院診所課的結業儀式... 席間老師和同學紛紛發言,還有課程的資助人(一位香港律師)發表他的意見(基本上就是重複又重複他在georgetown university唸的law school)... 我只好跟同學一起雲游發白日夢,並在適當的時候插上幾句... 老師通知我們說,優秀的學員會有獎學金,但是要跟資助人面談... 早知道沒有我的份,所以我只好坐在那兒跟同學聊天打發時間... 當然,我也有在別人不為意的時候,拿出手機check我的gmail還有facebook... 哈哈,知道是很貴可是在無聊的時候這真的是救星!! 最後老師給我們頒發了"結業證書"... 如圖所示,真的覺得有點老土... 不過也是我有努力上課的一個證明:

然後,不得不提的是,今天是good friday,也就是耶穌受難日... 作為天主教徒,我今天真的是做了刻苦,吃的很少,也吃的便宜和清淡... 今天午餐是到了campus康博斯食堂,晚餐是出前一丁公仔面... 所以還算是很乖... 希望耶穌保佑我(也保佑大家)... 在結業儀式開始樂不久,我就開始餓了... 肚子發出奇怪的聲音,惹來身邊同學的好奇目光... 於是我告訴他們今天是耶穌受難日... 竟然有同學說:"可是今天不是13號耶"... 真的不明白黑色星期五和耶穌受難日有甚麼關係...

不過,今天刻苦前的昨天,我還是很放縱的吃了海參... thanks to katie,我才可以第一次吃到microwave sea cucumber... 只需要8分鐘,就能吃到冬菇濃汁海參... 很不可思議的產品...

哈哈... 現在還有兩天就是復活節,還有兩天我就可以開我的easter bunny chocolate... 很期待....

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

11

11 days come and gone... never knew that 11 days could go by so fast... it has been a wonderful time... and now back to normal... but it doesnt feel normal... i have just started to get used to not staying alone but now i am back to myself again... a bigger room, a free-r schedule... feels weird instead of normal...

but that being said, the past few days had been a very happy time :)
everything just felt so surreal... to shuai shuai dai loe, thanks for visiting me... i never thought that this could happen... im so grateful...

too much good food in the past few days... (hashiba@tianjin isetan, lan club, liqun roast duck, korean barbecue@wudaokou, yixin, dim sum@dong hai, hotpot@kou fu ju, etc. so much i couldnt remember everywhere we went...) now i am always hungry, my stomach probably became bigger with my appetite... hope i won't start to starve myself again since i am going back to instant noodles and delivery and cafeteria food...

but anyways, life goes on... make life to the full... so i should start working hard and go hitting the gym again... yes, that's what i should do...

Saturday, March 17, 2007

我要發洩!!

有人今日成日都無理過我囉... 超不爽... 我知道我無理取鬧,因為有人呢幾日會好忙,好多野做... 但係我都只係想要一分鐘,或者一個短信之嘛... 擔心吓都得呱... 好唔明阿... 不過我真係要學識克制同體諒... 點樣先可以唔會晤開心呢?

Friday, March 9, 2007

"生日快樂"後感...



上個月回澳門的時候,來不及和子東一起去看"生日快樂"... 今天終於在房間裡,自己一個人在看dvd,把電影看完了... 知道了故事(買了劉若英的那本書),知道了結局,就是想看書裡面一個這麼簡單的故事,怎麼能變成一部一個半小時的電影... 結果發現電影比文字更能感動我... 看到古天樂躺在病床上,真的心碎了...

沒有想像中那種哭得死去活來的感覺... 反而留下淡淡的憂愁,還有一些些的感同身受... 電影中很多情節都彷彿是我現實中的寫照... 電影人物的那種過度缺乏安全感,對一般人而言可能是很多餘,很白痴,可是我彷彿都明白... 甚麼"比好朋友要好的朋友",也在我的身上發生過(應該說是正在發生)... 因為太害怕失去,所以寧願不曾擁有... 自己默默的承受著痛苦... 以為自己真的會相信自己編造出來的謊言,然後會比較開心的活下去...

看完電影後的第一個感覺,是"我真的好想吃巧克力!!!" 哈哈,因為電影結局很悲慘,所以覺得很想吃一點甜甜的東西來調整一下情緒... 另外就是覺得,古天樂太帥了,不能相信他在電影裡一直愛的會是劉若英(一個這樣普通不起眼,然後一點點老的女人)... 如果我也有一個古天樂就好了...

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

喉嚨好痛哦!!

剛剛出去吃了西門羊肉串... 很久很久沒有去過了(因為上一個學期每次吃完都會拉肚子)... 今晚去的時候,可能阿姨生意不多,也對我們特別親切,所以很重手的放了很多調味料aka味精... 所以很咸很咸... 喉嚨立刻就痛了... 回來喝多少水也無補於事... 還要從頭洗到腳,才能脫離那一股"羊"味...

無聊到百度看看有甚麼新歌(因為頭髮還沒乾),竟然看到eason的新國語歌"愛情轉移"... 其實就是"富士山下"的國語版... 所以也順便把這個blog的歌換成這一首... 歌詞不錯哦... post一下:

愛情轉移


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