hot hot hot!!!

why is it so hot in macau?? the tempearture's not so high but i feel so dizzy at my gran's place with no air-con but a fan... melting... is it the weather or is it me??

50 Girly secrets every guy should know...

今天中午跟婆仔吃中飯,到了白馬巷某‘中日合資’（就是一個日本男士跟他的澳門太太所開的）日本燒餅店（我很喜歡的okonomiyaki喔！！）那燒餅真的很不錯，只不過那個‘甜蜜蜜咖哩飯’真的很無heart！早知道就不那麼貪心，只要燒餅不要套餐好了！吃完之後去了宏達看書。看到一本由一個叫“帶銀公主”的香港女生所寫的書，叫50個女生想男生知道的心事

本來一位由是那種日本／台灣的小繪本，打開後才發現是香港人寫（畫）的。裡面除了有很可愛的插畫外，還有很多很有意思的文字。很想買很想買，但是一想到家裡還有五十公斤的雜物還沒開封，就立刻打消了那個念頭。還是等我收拾好書櫃才買吧！不過裡面的畫和文字都很可愛，哈哈，而且我也很羨慕那個作者有一個這麼疼愛他的老公。看著她的website，真的覺得她像公主一般幸福。很羨慕哦，為甚麼別人的愛情看起來就那麼美滿幸福呢？我也很努力我的拍拖事業阿，可是好像我還是差了點甚麼．．．只是想知道帥帥的心到底是怎麼想的．．．到底有沒有一本叫"50 Boy-ly secrets every girl should know"呢？

朋友子東去加拿大已經好幾天了，我都沒有她的消息，大概是看到男朋友太興奮忘了我們吧？！希望她這是幾天過得很開心，很值得．．．沒有甚麼比看到我身邊的人都快快樂樂更讓我欣慰了。

on another note，那個princess diane跟我一樣是超級harry potter fans喔！我跟她都有一些相同的疑問：
1.在King's Cross那個chapter，dumbledore和harry旁邊有一個在哭的嬰兒，那是甚麼意思啊？那個是voldemort的horcrux嗎？
2.sirius在第五集掉進了那個veil的後面，那個時候只是說不知道sirius會到了甚麼地方或被怎樣了，但是第七集的後部說到了resurrection stone喚回了james等死了的人的靈魂，當中有sirius。那是說sirius死了嗎？那為甚麼第五集的時候就不說他死了？
3.Aunt Petunia一家最後怎樣了？好不容易解釋了dudley最後對harry改觀了，最後說送走他們一後又不交代？！
4.最後harry和voldemort的大戰,voldemort用avada kedavra殺死harry，harry用的是expelliarmus.雖說harry是elder wand的真正主人,可是不代表那elder wand會backfire吧？畢竟avada kedavra不是harry說的，所以那個咒語是應該不算數吧？

哦，還有很多問題，現在想不起來，到底是我看得太快，還是我領悟力太差呢？

cheer's poses...

waited for so long, finally got cheer chen's dvd+cd package... finally they have asian edition and i can get it in macau... haha, so touching while i watch it... reminds me of the last time where i stood for 2 whole hours at her concert 2 years ago in macau... it is really so moving...

and i finally got broadband... one less reason to miss beijing... haha, but im not sure if i can bt all the time... let's see...

give me a break...

back to macau for a while... so far it has been the normal home life... as in its really humid and hot, with a lot of time walking on the streets going nowhere... and then parents are as usual whining and whining about everything i do or not do... after 6 years of solitude, i guess i couldnt handle it... i want a break...

thanks to my friends for giving me great support... it is with u guys that i get my occasional break from the whining and i am so happy to be with all of u again... though i lost contact with a lot of high school friends along the way, and i dont really have that many people to meet when i am back here, it still feels so nice i still got the 2 or 3 of u to hang out with...

i am so devastated... i guess i have taken everything for granted... all along i thought i have been great, i thought i have given in so much... but in the end i guess i didn't do such a great job... i don't know what to do these few days... i can't talk to my friends and i have my parents behind me all the time and i don't even have a time to be sad... i want to be strong and be happy and smily when i see anyone but i can't... why did it happen so suddenly... if only i could turn back time...